OMG....guess what?  I have a date this weekend and I am so freakin excited!  He is the sweetest guy ever and I know that I can at least have some fun with him.  And I have known him for about 12 years so I know what to expect.  But Josh and I am officallly done with like not even friends anymore.  The day that I came to pick up the kids when he had them he told them that he couldn't wait for them to leave because they were pissing him off.  They don't want to have anything to do with him anymore at all!  Which I don't blame them!  But I am getting a second job which I should start next week.....I will be bartending.....YEAH!!!!!

I have been spending a lot of time at the gym lately.  Only to work off all the pent up sexual frustration that I have been going through.  So I am in a size three now.  But that is pretty much only doing cardio.  Just makes me feel better....that way I am not getting depressed either.  My grandmother seems to think that I am anorexic and always trys to feed me.  Which I eat and I think that baffles her even more.  But that is enough from me for now.  Hope that all is well with everyone else.  I will try to get on soon.  Love and miss you all!